Disappointment

I'm disappointed. I can't even write about it here specifically but I'm very disappointed. And I know that everything happens for a reason but this is the second time I (or should I say someone else) has gotten my hopes up about a life change and it hasn't happened. I guess there is a possibility that I am jumping the gun and maybe it's just my defense mechanism kicking in. Anyway, that said, I'm grateful for everything I have and I need to focus on the positive things going on in my life.